On another note. The other day I was in a kind of sad, down mood. I decided to just relax into it instead of getting more upset because I wasn't happy. Instead of rushing off to the pottery studio at school I decided to get out some of my art supplies. I turned on some good music and crawled back into bed with paper, scissors and glue/gel medium. Yeah, in bed but I put the glue on the bedside table.
I had a good, relaxing, meditative time working on these pieces. I tried to tune in to what my emotions are trying to tell me. I think I need to make some more changes in my life and head in a different direction but I am not sure what that is yet. I'm going to try to spend some more meditative time reflecting and listening to what my heart and mind are trying to tell me.
Maybe right now I just need to accept what I have and were I am at and sink into it comfortably and wait until the time is right for some change. The biggest challenge for me is that part requiring patience. Oh, that stuff. Yeah, one of the things I was put here to learn. I don't do it that well. I did thoroughly enjoy my collage session and plan on some more soon. What kinds of things to you like to do to refocus and tune in to what directions you need to move in? And what do you do when you know the move might be a difficult one?
Ok, I've got the warm rice pack on my shoulders now and my eyes are getting drowsy. The cozy soft bed is also calling me. Goodnight everyone. Thank you for taking a peek into my world.